Isn't it always the way!! I'm finally getting organised, I have booked flights and accommodation and even decided how I want to spend my time in LA and NYC... However I still have not booked my VISA appointment or even considered it really. Should probably get onto that. Also now that its finally so close and I'm all excited, I am beginning to get that feeling of moving on! Generally I love this feeling, I have never been one to stay stagnant, I'm always on the move looking for a challenge, taking new opportunities. This time however I think I have let myself become to still and settled in my current setting. My ability to adapt has gone unused for quite some time.... the problem this time is the people I'm leaving behind. I'm realising just how much I'm going to miss them all. So to those I leave behind in pursuit of experiences unknown:
Andi - You are the best gig buddy ever. When I return we will need to think about our year as groupies, it will be amazing. You are also one of the best people to just chill with and I always find myself laughing. Oh and you are also the best drinking buddy..... lets just go with your the best in general lol.
Owen - You finally got FB so that will make things so much easier... However when I am facing ridiculously over thought problems that may not really exist you will be saved from explaining the simpleness of this for me. I will however miss your ability to push me to new levels of thinking and considering new ideas.
Cass- My dear I will miss everything about you, you are a constant that understands my crazy and you compliment it so well. I will miss our little dates and our epic conversations about every stupid thing we have ever done and considering moving to a new country is not likely to holt my stupidity I'm not sure how I will go without you.
Mother - There are no words for how much I will miss you. I love you.
Jade - You have the worst timing ever and I'm pissed I may not get to meet my beautiful nephew before I go. But I do know that you will make an amazing mother and no little boy with be loved more then yours. Sometimes you annoy me to no end, and you can say some really stupid things but sisters are built in best friends and I'm glad mine was you.
Daniel - Oh the laughter I will miss without you for a whole year. Your comic relief will be missed and so will you in general.
So many people so little words.... Dad I don't see you often enough but I will miss you more from a further distance. Dad, Jen, Will and Grace, I love all you guys and I cant believe ill miss so many soccer games and days out.
And to the person I have only known briefly but is pretty amazing... I can't wait to know more even if I do have to go I feel like not knowing you at all would be worse then knowing and going!
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